Unfortunately

I was not able to get the job at Whistler Blackcomb.
I was really sooooo disappointed.

After all, I was a weak type of the real situation.
I'm not good at the interview and presentation, etc. in Japanese.
I can't stand talking with interviewer or in front of people.
Therefore, receiving the interview in English was more difficult for me.
If some of the positions remains, I'd like to apply for the position in the second job interview.

When I have a interview, I'm too nervous, and I always go completely blank.
However, this interview was a very good experience for me, though my first choice position was not available.
When I had not received the interview of this position, I must have regretted ..more than now...